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Moving [19 Jun 2008|02:56pm]
Ok i made a new livejournal which i am actually using and im going to be updating my stories and everything so if your interested come check it out, it is friends only so you do have to friend me to look at the stuff posted. Eventually i will be deleating this. http://carerra-os.livejournal.com/

Just some shit i did cuz im bored and pissed off [17 Sep 2007|04:59pm]

Ex-boyfriends are assholes, why I don’t know, I don’t understand it but they manage it. It is one thing to be friends with your ex-girlfriends friends it is another to spend the majority of your free time with them to the point where the ex feel like she’s being alienate. It is complete bullshit to do that to the other person, and I don’t think there is anyway to be friends with someone who dose that to you. Its wrong and it just makes you hate them, I would love nothing more then to fucking kill him for making me feel this way and the one who keeps inviting his ass too.

On another note I’m very happy with the way other things are going me and Christina have once again made up and I’m feeling really good about it I’m glad that I can talk to her again, even though I have to say don’t tell so and so. 

Jesse and me are good to, he’s a very understanding person and he doesn’t really take sides unlike some people, who will not be mentioned by name. He has been very helpful in dealing with the problems that seem to come from people who I considered friends, and gives light to both sides instead of just one




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i cant sleep [25 Jun 2006|05:40am]
[ mood | awake ]

I can’t sleep and this is what came out, I like it so I thought I’d add it.

 

 

 

There is a hole that goes deep inside

 

Down through the head till you pound in the heart

 

A hole so small it’s practically thin air

 

A hole filled with sorrow spite and despair

 

Broken shattered peaces no one dares share

 

Hide deep in their hole away from fresh air

 

One day you’ll wake and wonder why

 

As your life wastes away, with you’re soul by its side

 

[10 Feb 2006|11:24pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Marcus Brown Smite

By Carerra Bowen/ SqurlieJack

Summary: A man cheating on his wife leads to unknown consequences

 

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[10 Feb 2006|10:34pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I watched the movie Mirrormask today and it was fucking fantastic its weird and odd and absolutely wonderful, it comes out this Tuesday and I think everyone should watch it, I mean seriously it’s a screwed up movie in the best kind of way!

 

I also watched Saw 2 which was excellent, I loved it, its also coming out this Tuesday!

 

That’s basically all I have to say for now so have fun kiddies!

Look a Little Closer - Chapter 01 - Kill Me, Kiss Me [16 Jan 2006|11:24pm]
 

Look a Little Closer

Title: Look a Little Closer

Author: SqurlieJack (Me)

E-mail: ItsSadYouSuck at yahoo dot com

Category: Kill me, Kiss me

Genre: Romance / Dram / Humor

Ratting: R/ M

Warning/Other Crap: slash, m/m, het, m/f, ooc-ness, AU

Paring: Jung-woo/OMC, Tae/Ga-woon, latter on possibilities of Jung-woo/ Kun or Ghoon-hahm

Summary: Jung-woo goes away to America for eight weeks as a transfer student. When he come back a lot of things have changed, will anyone recognize him.

Chapter: Chapter 01 – Beginning

Chapter Summary: Jung-woo leaves and meets his new host family.

Setting: Set after the fifth book.

Disclaimer: I do not own Kill me, kiss me, no matter how much I wish I might. I do however own, Mama, Tom, Jason, Austin, and Amber.

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Widdle [13 Jan 2006|12:54pm]
[ mood | Wiggly ]

69 things you may have never known about me.

1. Initials:
CJB

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Yeah I have no idea >.<

3. Where was your first kiss?
In a fort that me and my step sisters made in my brothers dad’s basement, with a neighborhood boy.

4. For or against same sex marriage?
For!

5. Are you homophobic?
Fuck no

6. Are you bisexual?
Yeah.


7. Do you believe in God?
Not really, I believe there’s something there, just nothing in particular.

8. How many Canadian Provinces have you been to?
No, I don’t like the idea of Canadia, and I don’t plan to… well maybe on Thursday but that not looking to good.

9. How many of the Canadian Provinces have you lived in?
Why would I want to lice in Canadia


10. Have you ever lived outside of
Canada?
Do I really need to answer this one?

11. Name something you like physically about yourself.
meh, my eyes are alright I suppose.

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself.
Yeah im drawling a big gaping blank here.

13. What's your mom's first name?
Desiree’

14. What is your dream car?
Yeah I’m not a big fan of cars.

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
I would go to
Finland. Not because the Lord of the Rings, but because of H.I.M.

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over?
No.

18. Do you download music?
Yes.

19. How many illegal things have you done?
A bit here a bit there.

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
I don’t like dates, there such a pain in the ass.


21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
Probably but she’s straight. :)


22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
No thank god, you apparently have never heard my friends sing in general… well actually my old friend did but I haven’t seen her in years.

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No.

24. Do you like president Bush?
Not really.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No, but I want to!

26. Have you ever white water rafted?
No, and I don’t want to, do you know what’s in that water… me either.


27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
Yup, happens a lot actually, ick.


29. Have you met a real redneck?
Yes.

 

30. Are you racist?
No, I hate everyone, well until I get to know them then some I like and others I just want to stab in the eye with a hot French fry.

31. What song are you listening to right now?
I’m not listening to any right now.

32. What is your current favorite song?
Vampire Hart by H.I.M.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Red Eye with me mommy.


35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
School, I'm there right now :(


36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Yeah when I was eleven, with my friend and this guy, we got caught thought because his dad made him go tell the cops what we had done, we could have gotten away with it, if it hadn’t of been for that.


37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Yeah, but its not like I could hurt them, I’m weak as hell.

39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes… sometimes there ass I just depends.


40. Do you like yourself?

Eh, I’m alright annoying as hell but I got used to that.

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Caramel frap, there fantastic!

44. Say something totally random about yourself.
I want pie!

45. Do you have an iPod?
Yes.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No… because I don’t.

47. Whats your dad's name?
Jim

48. Do you have braces?
Nope.

49. Are you comfortable with your height?
I don’t want to be tall so yes, plus I feel insecure when im around people shorter then me… don’t ask why its just how I feel, I think its cuz I cant hide behind them then… there is something seriously wrong with me, I need to get my meds filled.

50. Do you like someone right now?
Yeah.

51. How tall are you?
5'1 almost 2.

52. Do you speak any other language other than english?
No, a failed when I tried taking German who the fuck wasn’t to speak German anyways… well other then Germans.

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
No.

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yes.

57. Do you watch MTV?
No I watch Fuse.

58. What's something that really annoys you?
My little brother, I’d like to slit his throat, however there’s the hole jail thing, don’t think I’m cut out for that.

59. What are some things you really like?
Squirrels, Writing, Caramel fraps reading, H.I.M., and hanging out with my friends on occasion.


60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Not really, I like that one song and that is but I cant remember the name at the moment.


61. Can you dance?
Yeah and make an ass of my self.


62. Have you ever surfed?
No, I’d like to try.

63. Do you know how to pump gas?
Yeah.

64. Do you drive?
Yes I just have to get my license; I’m a lazy ass I know.

65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
3 a.m.

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
No.

67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
 No.


68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
No, I like doing stupid stuff at times.
69. What's your favorite province to live in?
I hate Canadia!

[30 Dec 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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Werekit - Chapter 05 - Harry Potter [29 Nov 2005|10:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

 

Werekit

Title: Werekit

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Drama/Humor

Ratting: Pg-13/ T … for now.

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F, set after book five… more to come.

Summary: After being kicked out of the Dursley’s Harry finds out he’s not human, and finds out he had a mate as well.

Parings: Draco/Harry, Lucius/Severus, Slight Ron/Hermione … more to come.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character; blah, blah, blah pleas don’t sue me.

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Werekit - Chapter 04 - Harry Potter [29 Nov 2005|10:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]

 

Werekit

Title: Werekit

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Drama/Humor

Ratting: Pg-13/ T … for now.

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F, set after book five… more to come.

Summary: After being kicked out of the Dursley’s Harry finds out he’s not human, and finds out he had a mate as well.

Parings: Draco/Harry, Lucius/Severus, Slight Ron/Hermione … more to come.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character; blah, blah, blah pleas don’t sue me.

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Werekit - Chapter 03 - Harry Potter [29 Nov 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]

 

Werekit

Title: Werekit

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Drama/Humor

Ratting: Pg-13/ T … for now.

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F, set after book five… more to come.

Summary: After being kicked out of the Dursley’s Harry finds out he’s not human, and finds out he had a mate as well.

Parings: Draco/Harry, Lucius/Severus, Slight Ron/Hermione … more to come.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character; blah, blah, blah pleas don’t sue me.

 

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Werekit - Chapter 02 - Harry Potter [29 Nov 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | amused ]

 

Werekit

Title: Werekit

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Drama/Humor

Ratting: Pg-13/ T … for now.

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F, set after book five… more to come.

Summary: After being kicked out of the Dursley’s Harry finds out he’s not human, and finds out he had a mate as well.

Parings: Draco/Harry, Lucius/Severus… more to come.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character; blah, blah, blah pleas don’t sue me.

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[13 Nov 2005|09:26pm]
I hate my brother and i would really love to fucking kill him!!!

Vampire Bond - Chapter 03 - Harry Potter [14 Oct 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Vampire Bond

 

Title: Vampire Bond

Author: SqurlieJack

Author E-mail Address: ItsSadYouSuck(At Yahoo dot Com)

Category: Harry Potter/ Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Genre: Romance / Drama / Angst / Humor

Ratting: T… for now.

Warning: Slash m/m, hent f/m, Femslash f/f, child abuse, ooc-ness

Paring: Spike/ Harry, Angelus/ Severs, Drusilla/ Narcissa, Draco/ Xander, Pansy/ Cho, Ginny/ Colin, Neville/ Luna, Semus/ Dean, Oz/ Remus, Giles/ Minerva

Summary: Spike is requested to come to Hogwarts to help Narcissa watch over Draco, his nephew, Angelus and Drusilla decide to tag along. When he arrives at Hogwarts he meets Harry Potter and he begins to fall for the angst filled teen. Angelus is quickly falling for the greasy potions master, while Drusilla attempts to seduce Narcissa. All hell brakes lose when Buffy comes to retrieve Angel. Oz’s werewolf instincts kick in and as an alpha he wants Remus as his mate, as well Draco’s vampire blood kicks in and his target for a mate is Xander. Pansy slightly up set that she will never be Draco’s wife ends up finding a new interest in Cho.

Chapter: Chapter 03

Disclaimer: I don’t own anything yada yada yada, please don’t sue me.

 

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Vampire Bond - Chapter 02 - Harry Potter [14 Oct 2005|02:36pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

 

Vampire Bond

Title: Vampire Bond

Author: SqurlieJack (Me)

E-mail: ItsSadYouSuck </b>Harry Potter / Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Genre: Romance / Dram / Angst / Humor

Ratting: PG-13 for now.

Warning: Slash m/m, hent f/m, Femslash f/f, child abuse, ooc-ness

Paring: Spike/Harry, Angelus/Severus Drusilla/Narcissa, Draco/Xander, Pansy/Cho, Ginny/Colin, Neville/Luna, Semus/Dean, Oz/Remus

Summary: Spike is requested to come to Hogwarts to help Narcissa watch over Draco, his nephew, Angelus and Drusilla decide to tag along. When he arrives at Hogwarts he meets Harry Potter and he begins to fall for the angst filled teen. Angelus is quickly falling for the greasy potions master, while Drusilla attempts to seduce Narcissa. All hell brakes lose when Buffy comes to retrieve Angel. Oz’s werewolf instincts kick in and as an alpha he wants Remus as his mate, as well Draco’s vampire blood kicks in and his target for a mate is Xander. Pansy slightly up set that she will never be Draco’s wife ends up finding a new interest in Cho.

Archive: Please be my guest, just let me know, thank you.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character, blah, blah, blah, pleas don’t sew me

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Vampire Bond - Chapter 01 - Harry Potter [14 Oct 2005|02:30pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

 

Vampire Bond

Title: Vampire Bond

Author: SqurlieJack (Me)

E-mail: ItsSadYouSuck </b>Harry Potter / Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Genre: Romance / Dram / Angst / Humor

Ratting: PG-13 for now.

Warning: Slash m/m, hent f/m, Femslash f/f, child abuse, ooc-ness

Paring: Spike/Harry, Angelus/Severus Drusilla/Narcissa, Draco/Xander, Pansy/Cho, Ginny/Colin, Neville/Luna, Semus/Dean, Oz/Remus

Summary: Spike is requested to come to Hogwarts to help Narcissa watch over Draco, his nephew, Angelus and Drusilla decide to tag along. When he arrives at Hogwarts he meets Harry Potter and he begins to fall for the angst filled teen. Angelus is quickly falling for the greasy potions master, while Drusilla attempts to seduce Narcissa. All hell brakes lose when Buffy comes to retrieve Angel. Oz’s werewolf instincts kick in and as an alpha he wants Remus as his mate, as well Draco’s vampire blood kicks in and his target for a mate is Xander. Pansy slightly up set that she will never be Draco’s wife ends up finding a new interest in Cho.

Archive: Please be my guest, just let me know, thank you.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character, blah, blah, blah, pleas don’t sew me

 

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Werekit - Chapter 01 - Harry Potter [18 Sep 2005|11:16pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Werekit

Title: Werekit

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Drama/Humor

Ratting: Pg-13/ T … for now.

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F,... more to come.

Summary: After being kicked out of the Dursley’s Harry finds out he’s not human, and finds out he had a mate as well.

Parings: Draco/Harry, Lucius/Severus… more to come.

Disclaimer: I own none of the character, blah, blah, blah, pleas don’t sew me.

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Lustra - Scotty Dosn't know [18 Sep 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Lustra - Scotty Dosn't know

Hey!!!!!!
Scotty doesn't know,
That Fionna and me,
Do it in my van every Sunday.

She tells him shes in church,
But she doesn't go,
Still shes on her knees, and...

Scotty doens't know, oh.
Scotty doesn't know-oh.
So don't tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

Fionna says shes out shopping,
But shes under me and I'm not stopping.

Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
So don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Fionna's got him on the phone,
and she's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
NOTHING!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

We'll put on a show, everyone will go.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn, in the snow.
Laughing so hard, cuz...

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.

I did her on his birthday.

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

Scotty will know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty's gotta know,
Gonna tell Scotty,
Gonna tell him myself.

Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to go!

Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know...
Scotty's gotta go!

 

 

I love this song!

Kiss Me - Chapter 01 - Danny Phantom [17 Sep 2005|03:40pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Kiss Me

 

Title: Kiss me

Author: SqurlieJack (Me)

Authour e-mail: ItsSadYouSuck(At yahoo)

Category: Danny Phantom

Genre: Romacne/ Drama/ Angst

Ratting: T

Warning: Slash, m/m

Main Paring: Dash/ Danny

Other Parings: … more to come

Summary:  Danny’s making some changes, as Sam and Tucker pull away, Dash takes notice.

Chapter: Chapter 01

Disclaimer: I own none of the character, blah, blah, blah, pleas don’t sew me.

 

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Changing Dreams - Chapter 06 - Harry Potter [19 Jul 2005|04:03am]
[ mood | awake ]

Changing Dreams

Title: Changing Dreams

Author: ME (SqurlieJack)

Category: Harry Potter

Genre: Romance/ Angst/ Drama/ Humor

Ratting: R

Warning/Other Crap: Slash, m/m, Het, m/F, FemSlash, f/f, H/C, Child Abuse

Summary: 38. Molly has always dreamed about one big happy Weasley family with Ron loving Hermione and Harry loving Ginny and tons of Grandchildren to go with the happy couples. How does she react when she finds out that Harry isn't interested in Ginny, but one of her sons? (by Sabrina)

Parings: Charlie/Harry, Ron/Draco, Hermione/Ginny, Severus/Remus

Disclaimer: I own none of the character, blah, blah, blah, pleas don’t sew me.

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